Signal issues at Ossington

Posted: 24/11/2025

I wrote this crouched down in an unfamiliar part of town at the top of a hill feeling ill, wondering where I get all my fears and why they manifest as soon as I feel like I'm going to get some rest. So if this one sounds a bit of gloom, I do feel a sense of impending doom.

I did actually write this on the spot, so it's not particularly good, actually I feel it's very clunky. My excuse is that I myself feel very clunky...

The euphemism isn't pretty (my canadian father did actually insinuate this to me) but neither are my thoughts and feelings and poetry today. I started crying in Te Papa today, I didn't realise I had it in me to cry in a public space. This year has been full of surprises.

Someone fkn meowed at me from a car just now, maybe I should be getting back to my hostel

Photo taken 11 December 2024 at Ossington Station, Toronto, Canada